I'm low in more ways than one

You guys are the best! I have a lot to say but I don't have time. Thank you for your honesty, for your examples & for your inspiration. I've lost 13 pounds so far. I am SO excited! However, life has just kicked me in the teeth really hard, life altering hard. BUT (picture me in my garden pulling out my radishes- very Sarlett O'Hara like)" as God as my witness," I will go through this emotional long term pain WITHOUT numbing it with food!!! You are all my witnesses. I AM THE MASTER OF MY FATE! I AM THE CAPTAIN OF MY SHIP!